7.29pm 1 Dec

remind me what it's like to think like a child

10.08pm 28 Nov

sometimes feel the pull to be something else: like the woman learning to make coffee just so she can make her grandchildren babycinos or like the sister who gets sad because she can't introduce you to her lover; like rainwater - bitter with dirt, stopping for nothing or like the schoolgirl leaving for school early to smoke in a nearby alleyway; like the boy peering through his greasy fringe, lusting over women his mother's age or maybe like the waiter with the steely glare who knows what you order; like the kid who is told drugs are for education or like the tourist that spends their whole life saving but when they arrive at their destination their trip is ruined because it's nothing like home. 

shame.